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i feel like shit [Oct. 3rd, 2005|01:14 pm]
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man i wish things werent so blah im so confused my head is everywhere right now and i dont know what to do im so lost and scared and i just want to hear a voice
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mommy dearest [Aug. 19th, 2005|05:40 pm]
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[mood |rejectedrejected]
[music |stained- right here]

i lost it all in the sound of a heartbeat
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ZERO WILL EAT YORU FACE OFF B^TCHES [Jul. 11th, 2005|10:56 am]
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[mood |mischievousmischievous]
[music |JACK OFF JILL - ANGELS FUCK]

SO DOUGIE GOT ME A HEW PUPPY!!! HES SO CUTE HES A LITTLE BEAGLE AND HES ONLY 9 WEEKS OLD. WE NAMED HIM ZERO AND BELIVE IT OR NOT IT ISNT FROM THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS. HE WANTED IT BECAUSE THAT IS THE NAME OF THE ENGINE IN HIS CAR BUT I THOUGHT IT ROCKED. I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK SOMEONE HIRE ME FOR A FUN JOB ONE THAT DOESNT SUCK
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home for christmas [Dec. 16th, 2004|12:32 am]
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[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |ani difranco pixie]

today i did something that i havent done in about 11 years. today i talked to my grandmother. we talked a bit about my dad. it was hard. i miss him. she told me she loved me. my toes are so cold but my body has such a warm tingle its indiscribable. i havent felt so content with myself in ages. i want to go back to chicago.
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muahahhahahh [Nov. 21st, 2004|10:39 pm]
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[mood |awakeawake]
[music |wish you were here- who else]

im in orlando. its fun. ryan is yelling at the computer. i am using punctuation, cause ryan sucks. math also sucks. doug is reading this too. doug is a big poopyhead. :)
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2004|11:24 am]
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[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |bloodhoundgang - coo coo cachoo]

sometimes i wonder if i fell off the face of the earth if anyone would ever even notice?
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2004|10:34 am]
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[mood |contemplativecontemplative]

to those people
you know who you are
i love you
i miss you
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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2004|08:03 am]
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[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |shine on you crazy diamond - pink floyd]

wow, so its been more than a month since i last updated and no i am not dead its just been hell around here. i am up for the third key position at work which is like a step below assistant manager but its better pay than employee. my mother got married to bill during francice on sunday and is now in the bahamas at atlantis. my birthday is monday which will be during ivan if we get hit with that one now too. work is a zoo with all the hurricane shit. im already out of tons of carriers n shit. the aquarium was out of power for like a week and this is the first day we are going to be open. figures it just so happens to be the day that i have to go in to work. i got my boobies pierced. it hurt like hell but i am happy with them. there is just alot of shit going on right now my brain isnt working quite right. doug got his surgery and is now fine and just started going back to work today so hopefuly we can move out of this place now. it will be so much nicer when we have our own place. i wont have to worry about inviting people over and what not. i miss my friends but its been so hard i havent worked less than a 50 hour work week in well over a month now. well unless you count the not working on monday cause of the storm. well i have to get ready for work. peace out
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im telling you ive been abused [Jul. 31st, 2004|11:32 am]
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[mood |creativecreative]
[music |bj's drum n bass mix]

so yeah i went to bj's last little party thingy last night. it was fun. im still clean dont worry ;) but i wanted to see him before he went to orlando to fullsail. i got one of his newer cd's but only one. i hung out with jason. good times. :). i have to work like 14 days in a row but then i get to have some time off. my mom wants me to go dress shopping with her this week for her wedding and i just dont want to go. im so not getting some plain jane dress though and she better know this. well im listening to music and i have to be at work in like 2 hours. someone want to go in for me?
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kidney thieves - layers [Jul. 14th, 2004|01:51 pm]
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[mood |restlessrestless]
[music |wtf]

One by one, it stings my eyes
Each is gone, each a disguise
Smiling, so aware
Precious moments are so rare
Boiled thoughts, evaporated - gone
Can't bear the loss of never loving you
So jaded, so wrong

Stripping my skin over again

Back when they were teaching me to color in between the lines
Cushions of my soul, I found a remote and now it's changing time
Peeling layers, layers, layers

Stripping my skin over again
Shivering pale, under my nails

Back when they were teaching me to color in between the lines
In the cushions of my soul I found a remote and now it's changing time
Peeling layers, layers, layers
Escape in a drug not lasting enough
Now I just use my fingers for love
Rocked back, forth, cornered alone
Purging mind feeds a starving soul
When I'm stripping my skin over again
Stripping my skin over again
Back when they were teaching me to color in between the lines
In the cushions of my soul I found a remote and now it's changing time
Peeling layers, layers, layers
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